Spineless Companion

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

New Poetry: Billy's Myth Fit

Billy's Myth Fit

Wherever
pinion strikes
he does, palm roads.

We rally, knock
Billy down Billy
comes back.

Negotiate
the engine and stand
with your teeth together
stand with your limbs
fuck stand up
can you?
Billy's dead.

Billy's back.  
I remember when he
was popular he used to
have parties
inviting the poor
he nestled next to
taxpayers, clicked
castanets
sang Bibles, called to everyone

"THESE PEOPLE!!!!!"
he said
"THESE
PEOPLE KNOW NOT WHAT
THEY DO!!!!!"

what did we do


Monday, July 26, 2010

New Poetry: Buckshot in the Apple of Your Eye

Buckshot in the Apple of Your Eye 

Buck
shot in the apple of your eye,
scary worms that do their best
still all they confirm
is decay.

Until you sensed
a big wig glancing off a car,
which we hit while pushing
75,
you were laughing with
a cigarette leaking smoke
against your eye.

We were burying him up 
to his jacket, and we sweated
while the moon unpeeled 
one cold eye,"Them ones there
are gonna have one helluva
hangover."

Buck
shot in the apple of your eye,
slithering as you dance to depleted song,
looking your best as you think
you don't look but look
aren't I looking.

If we drank till we died we'd
have no fault to live up to,
no one left to teach us how to live
no one in the restroom no one
nobody nowhere anywhere

no one at the bar.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

New Poetry: The Entire

The Entire

beach.  Soaked dark.  We're walking along, careful
of sharpness, the icy water bursting on the shore.

We are incessant creatures, our history is troublesome.
"The trouble
with the trouble
is the trouble I'm in."

"We" meaning us.  Us meaning I & you meaning
the two of us, three?  No.  
The trouble is I don't quote without
learning it in order to associate
my own language:
my own language.

The entire beach is used to this nothing, these
nobodies, bodies meaning us, anyone, everyone.
Used to crushing, rubbing the rock until it sharpens,
swallowing the dead things it tosses up that it tossed
into itself.  Into its mouth.  Maybe there is meaning
when we walk.  Our troublesome minds
that have to be ordinary to that violence.  Sea.  Trouble
is a human idiom, like death.  We fear death.
We really fear life.  Now we brush against each other
along the cold water, there's something here isn't there.



New Poetry: Little Machines


Little Machines

Home after a success, elephants I saw
tangled in the dirt & brought to their
thick knees.  I hear their roar split the hairs 
of each thought--small up to the mile.

We lit cigars soaked in brandy,
resuscitate the threshold that was lost,

eye to head to neck to 
shoulder to arm to hand
to finger to fire the bullet.

Sneaked into my home to surprise 
myself crouching under the shower curtain.
Wash to feed the body to sleep the body
enough.  Little machinations of thought.

Shall I break my mouth over a spoon?
The edge of the table where I might set
a teacup, and should it fall, tiny layers of hand
to reassemble it, should it fall I think
I'll grow anxious, thought by anxious thought.



New Poetry: None None

None None

None none to say, keep saying nothing but
be backward on the floor, as you wander
toward the back door, move as you might
move your heat along or 
sweep along your heat to hear
the static crackle of clothed feet

Every spark, sister, meant
only chance repletes chance
danger completes steadiness which
holds the air at the very back of throats
ready to gasp at danger's behalf

None none.  Just minutes until 7 pm
someone on the other side of the world
is waking now

Saturday, July 24, 2010

New Poetry: Optimist Empties Cup

Optimist Empties Cup 


Now he mentions his oncoming death
to Time but says its not worth mentioning
so he stares deeper into his shadow

This is the way the world ends with
Just so you know
he wondered what chemical revolves
the body

Where do people touch to feel gone
together
oh yes the mouth

Thursday, July 22, 2010

New Poetry: Dream Record of a New Moon


Dream Record, for a New Moon

Like a foot's palm

the blank moon has
busted across a world with
iron belly, a small record squashed
beneath porcelain flesh, out of history
out of science out of days adjusting
to the light.

I welcome heaven
that is worse than life
I welcome hell
better than death.

In these imaginations only the bad dream
is badder than I can muster here
because I'm worse off
with no control than here
where I look it flashes and write it
write it again, yet again I can write it
I can mean it do you know
the concept beneath a sun
that is hotter than hell ?
moon lighter
lighter than my mind.

Monday, July 19, 2010

New Poetry: Milwaukee 5 AM

Milwaukee 5 AM

Tangential
station in Midwestern landscape, some lights 
some flicker some room spinning
like an earth can't be known 
it spins--it's warmer on the otherside
but the moon has its way to
turn the earth bluer

The narrow hall
my god, new carpet
the entire floor is covered
in synthetic fiber
manifests slowness--
many people roam
no one has walked these floors
without wanting to be
disappeared

If there's ever been a man who kneels
he questions his conscious
his conscience, his mortal thought
he brings himself around to knowing
nothing
and he believes he's allowed to fly


Saturday, July 17, 2010

New Poetry: Keep Old Mary

Keep Old Mary

Keep old Mary 
her carriage car
swings the street
tackles light
light that sticks
to daylight
blessed & simple
keep her worry
the old laughters
trot like horses
not these who
trot like men
they mingle with
derelict lives
pick their avenues
lie & sit
mangle the sick

the health that stands
the breath that stinks
the hair that pulls
the air that rusts
rusts that air
pulls that hair
stinks that breath
stands that health




Wednesday, July 14, 2010

New Poetry: First & Second Death Poem


"There's sap in the trees if you tap 'em.
There's blood in the seas if you map 'em."
- Bill Callahan

First Death Poem   
This evening at rim of the sun we dress
in flammable cloths, dressed head to foot
welcome soot, welcome angels of death
all manner of beast, feed on the dead
the clenched bodies, mind-ignited children
dreaming of sex and milk
that never goes sour, plant tobacco
in their burnt lungs, shower their body
in the canyon, this rain is gold
this pain is red this hour
on this day today we walk into the sun.


Second Death Poem    

A red lighter, a knife, a paperback
(some author they read in prisons)
someone of note, I, elite man
nudging a guitar into position
I wish to painfully crush a note

My type-
writer
up from 
brighter
ground I
sold old
armchair
for it
obit
relax
I died
calm and
sipping
red wine



New Poetry: Avenue 64

Avenue 64


Found scratched-out penny
with a name, a dull mark
a groove that lets the water work.
I've simplified all fractions
to big numbers, kept my hands,
look, kept my hands clean.
You pull me out 
the threshing field
with my arms tattooed with
heated rock, the avenue
broke me.  Step off your car
and save me.  Lost, I'm lost
believe me.  I tried to sleep
under this telephone pole
as if I was a willow hiding from sun.


Saturday, July 10, 2010

New Poetry: Part of the World Works


Part of the World Works


Part of the world works without silent l's, I was taught
The weak are slaves to adverts, the strong ride pale horses
No saddle, stripes on their asses, for to face the real
The real that was better displayed in adverts

They know, put their clothes on, stretch
The palms to form a road to lean on
Silent smiles, all of them quiet as dogs
On back porch steps, trying not to worry

The smells are overwhelming
The atoms are forming as clouds break across
The heat of the sun
I wish I could say something really great
I stand on the floor with you thinking



Friday, July 9, 2010

New Poetry: Bald Eagle

Bald Eagle

Came you from danger, black body
dealing inside an outcropping
starving, ragged, cold, and wet
you risked everything
saw us painted like rusting fences
or peeling fences or
perfectly white, danced all day
in the sky and looked
through scopes at wounded prey
felt they should be dead very soon.

And really strayed you strayed away,
masked green over brown, the natural grass
screens some dirt, you hid in plain sight.
I wonder to myself if strangers meet
if the living outnumber the dead.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

New Poetry: Print Show on Venus

Print Show on Venus

De Milo.  

It's the way I dream 
a workhorse drafting a bull
in blueprint, my weight

held out heavy
in the cloud, would you blame me
if the soul of her

pushed.  I have very little
left of me yet I'm sleeping
just to rest and yes

I'm beyond anxious
I'm still awake this hour
instead of arms 

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

New Poetry: Fire-Breathing

Fire-Breathing

Silly minutes
deal death
the breath
the war is lazier
lazier on TV
the kind of pain
stuck in a cold tooth
teased-out
hairnets full
of dust
simple minimal cafeterias
adjunct professor's advice:

Keep the press away from yourself, kid, keep the press
sticky, stick to yourself, news from the moon:

Our lads are coming home!

Just because I was born does not mean
I can breathe outside the womb
been trying
and I stay
I've been looking
for the way
been looking
for the kind of light
that was taken
that I took?
I'm sure the blood in my throat
cauterized.

New Poetry: Gentler

Gentler

I start with the idea
move apart and keep holding

keep trailing 
I do not push away
I start with the idea making sure
it starts to work

hold onto your body
I work with percentages
minute calculations
kept in motion
the following way
two drawers opening into thought
leaning open like rivers grasping at 
new streams
the price of lusts been written
in the right hand


Tuesday, June 29, 2010

New Poetry: Land's End

Land's End

Green water waste, white peaks
black sands

Through all this history I still
don't see 
how the water was

I used to swim along the banks
my arms and legs kicking out
not thinking of being crushed against the rock
but thinking of the idea of leaving
my own edge

The water's temperature
sun's brightness glancing
the water--silver layer
silver coat
a seagull's body

I've noticed

the entire planet has to exist
for this one place to breathe
and me
to notice


Monday, June 28, 2010

New Poetry: Poet Laureate of Hollywood

Poet Laureate of Hollywood

Sister, it's the untamed that repeals us
because they're too hard up, too heartbroken
to move away from the broken line
a line result, resting, wasted, troublesome

Every time I go into a church I feel like I've
forgotten something or other, or the other

I'm the dislocation expression
I've got hardwood floors in here
Just
the same thread
to sew a man's eyes shut

I want to thank my mother for these moments
My father for the sensation of the enemy
the risk (sweet risk) I thank you for nothing at all
besides this sunburn, these lost keys,
this lost money these are the ways
a heartbroken man earns a living

These books are for sale


Sunday, June 27, 2010

New Poetry: Lawrence

Lawrence

Alligator 
blows its horn
looses a tooth in the brass

An angle of light
brightness worth the dollar
it was printed on

Blue cranes
enter the sky
without their big wings

Solid clay 
the ground is made of
the entire division
falling through the world

Every stance is made of perfume
Less and less temper
Less bees
because the idea flowers stopped
when they hit the ceiling


Saturday, June 26, 2010

New Poetry: Dinner with Homeless Woman

Dinner with Homeless Woman

Understood.  I have not started to think.
Before you watch watch again.
I remove my jacket, set on the chair.

Fork and spoon.  Wine and knife.
I could cut the bottle open then 
you'd probably see the liquid out.
As if it swims like blood swims,
seeks its way from broken skin.

I would console it.  I would feel
consolation but without myself
you are alone.  Without a bottle
you are alone.  Stutter to say
this this is what loneliness is
because I don't know.  I just
pretend sometimes I roam the earth.